So, no water in my building at least until Monday.
While a heatwave, though lesser than the June one, is coming.
Two of my pareus were in the process of washing and were interrupted. The one with the Polynesian flag and the cotton one.
Coloured water dripping out of them.
I'll have to take my shower in a different building.
Hot nights? I can't shower to refresh myself then.
I think life truly wants me out.
I want to do it. To give it what it seems to want: no more Hi'iaka.
But I will not, because it will probably get me before I even gather the courage to do it myself.
This summer may be my last and I'm absolutely terrified that this is the truth.
One thing though, hopefully I'm not psychotic.
No comments:
Post a Comment