Holy mother of-

 I calculated my great-grandmother's birth chart out of curiosity. I wanted to run a synastry with great-grandfather to see if there was anything in common with the one I have with Hopoe. (I was about to publish this saying I didn't have their birth times, but their birth certificates are in archives publicly accessible!! Yippee!!)

Great-grandmother had a... Moon in Cancer.

CONJUNCT MINE BY A GODDAMN DEGREE. 26 degree Cancer, mine is 27 degree.

I am fucking reeling. 

My damn great-grandma who's been living rent-free in my head since forever and who I never got to know has the same moon sign as me and on top of that, her moon is right next to mine??

And I found out she lost both parents as a child. Father at 2, mother at 5. I don't even want to imagine how it felt for such a little girl.

Then her brother in WW1, at age 9. 

And then she married great-grandfather at 23, in 1932.

I don't remember which cancer got her but ye, she died of it in the summer of 1945.

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She had a near-anaretic (28°) Scorpio rising, Libra sun, Libra Mars conjunct my Ascendant... this is loaded shit.

Her Venus in Virgo in my 12th house...

Also, she had an 8th house Moon and Neptune, and Vertex, too... My own Moon is in my 10th, and my Neptune is conjunct Mars in Aquarius in the 4th. 

Great-grandma, were you... always a bit out of this world already?

I'm not even surprised that it was so short... if you see what I mean.

That said. You would've been 101 when I was born. Don't think we would've had a lot of time. 

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I was unfortunately unable to find my great-grandfather's birth certificate as it appears his village is not sharing it online like that, but... 

...looks like great-grandma was waiting for me.

About the synastry, I could only see that his Mars and Saturn in Aries are in her 4th house, and that his Venus is on her Chiron.

His North Node in her 7th house. Hopoe's is also in mine. Mine sits in her 8th house, alongside my Moon. My Sagittarius stellium falls into her 12th. 

There is Mars-Saturn in the 4th with Hopoe and I but it's in the composite...

...that said, I feel that.. it's gone beyond the synastry sleuthing at this point.

I think... maybe someone revealed herself when it was time.

On Halloween evening, out of all evenings, lol!

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Great-grandma, are you one of my guides, by any chance?...