Unicorn

 Yeah. Surprisingly. 

I want a little unicorn figure. A cute one. I know that I said a while ago how I fucking hate unicorns after Hopoe has put two of them as profile AND cover pics following my suicide attempt and my return to work... but I want a little unicorn.

I can't help myself, can I? I used to find these so kitschy. But I don't know if it's to have her nearby somehow, or if it's just because I want a cute childlike object. 

Maybe it's both.

I have her pearl around my neck, still. I have the tattoo. Literally what else could I have?

Well, I do want a little unicorn now. I'm looking for one of those Candy Cloud figures on Vinted, if I can't find one irl. Give me the simplest little unicorn to put on my desk right next to my laptop. 

I swear there's going to be a sort of little altar in a corner of my room or something at this rate. I don't know how to feel about this.

Hopoe's everywhere even when she is nowhere. Or hardly visible.